I'm not dead, actually maybe I am.

You know how they say out of sight out of mind?

Screw that. :P

I'm not dead. I'm just reeeeeeeaaaaaaally lazy. And I've been busy with robo and the Lagablab Website

I'm leaving for Hawaii on Sunday, ahead of the team and I've been having mixed feelings about it all.

Here's a recap of what's happened in my life since.

The previous relationship quaintly named FISH by many is over. It's sad, but it had to happen. Sometimes I regret it, and then something reminds me why I made that decision.

The something that reminds me why I made that decision is a walking heartache. Why does life have to be so ironic. I have this really horrible feeling at the pit of my stomach though.

You know how people can be so closed-minded?

Well it's harder when two of your best friends are closed-minded, encasing you in this impassable trench of DOOM. You end up hating both but in a way favoring one or the other.

In the process I'm drifting away from both of them.

Ugh, Sigh, Blah.

I doubt the other one even gives a damn anyway :P He/she seems so absorbed in his/her world lately. Maybe I was just a plaything. Yeah, apparently she was right.

I hate it when I'm wrong.

And she was right about another thing too.

He IS nice. He IS fun.

Screw this, I'm going to bed.

Sorry, this isn't a real post. It's just a vent :P sorreh.